June 3, 2026

In the Hospital Break Room, My Trembling Hands and the White Lines on My Fingernails Tell a Story I’m Afraid to Hear

Last week, I caught myself hiding my hands during handoffs.

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The ridges seem worse under scrutiny.

Yesterday, a sharp tenderness crept into my fingertips.

I ignored it.

Today, the bumps have spread, no longer subtle.

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I’ve promised myself I’d see a doctor this weekend.

But I’m dreading the appointment.

If it’s something serious, what happens then?

Time off would overburden my colleagues, and the hospital won’t hold the floor open.

There’s a mandatory staff meeting Monday about upcoming evaluations.

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