The days have become indistinct, a blur of routines that feel both necessary and burdensome. I find myself caught between responsibility and an unspoken weight that grows heavier with each visit.
There’s a quiet tension in the air, thick like the smoke that drifts through the rooms each night.
“Grandma, maybe we should talk about the house,” I suggest, hoping to bridge the silence.
She shakes her head, her eyes fixed on the dancing smoke.
It’s a refusal that’s become all too familiar.
The garlic ritual marks the day’s end, a strange comfort amidst uncertainty.
Despite everything, I can’t deny the sense of peace it brings her, even if it’s a peace I’ll never fully understand.
The power flickers again, and I make a mental note to call the electrician myself, knowing she won’t.
There’s an unspoken agreement between us, a balance we maintain without words.
I handle the practicalities, the appointments, the chores.
